I write to witness of a life left here for a purpose. Sometimes we all struggle to understand why God let us be here. "What am I'm suppose to be doing," you've asked.

The word tells me he knew me when I was in the womb. He formed me like he meant for me to be. And he did you too. God don't make mistakes. And although this next statement is not found in the bible, I have heard it all my life. It takes all kinds!

This my first attempt to connect with someone that may want to glorify the Lord, for what he has brought you through. I have many stories that I will start telling. I have even started a book, but I'm still praying for the right door to open on that.

But for this day, I'm glad he has spared me and my family. And keep our troops in prayer. We have to intercede for those too weak to help themselves. The ones that have come home are worse than the ones left there, to me. Its like fighting the devil, as long as the battle is going, your mind is too occupied to give up, you know you are fighting for your life.

But when you finally think you have made it, all thats happened to you becomes too much to bare. Post traumatic stress disorder is as real as depression. I know that for a fact. And the only true peace we can have is in the Lord. 

Pam